Pain!

Buried so far away. Into my life of nothing

Sick of the same old things
So I dig a hole, bury pain!
Sick of the same old things
So I dig a hole, bury pain!

I am so high always. Burying my life so slowly.

Sick of the same old things
So I dig a hole, bury pain!
Sick of the same old things
So I dig a hole, bury pain!

It opens my mind to feelings. Can't face bottom without something.

Sick of the same old things
So I dig a hole, bury pain!
Sick of the same old things
So I dig a hole, bury pain!

Re-entering my head, feeling like I'm God
With the world around me, can't you feel this pain?
Ripping through my heart! Screaming through my mind!
Nothing I can kill! Screaming a...
Lie! I! Am!

Can't you tear my eyes out?
Can't you take my heart?

Away to heart

Good-bye...

Sick of the same old things
So I dig a hole this big
So I dig a hole this...

Pain, pain, pain...

Uh!

Why can't I decide why my feelings I hide?
Always screwing with my mind, a thorn in my spine.
Oh sure, it feels fine, wasting all our time.
In the back of my mind, a thorn in my spine.

Wait! See it before my eyes.
Why? Do I turn away?

Looking all the time, at your face so blind.
Feeling uptight, always the same fight.
Hey man now decide, go ahead take your time.
Kissing all the time, that thorn in my spine.

Wait! You cannot see inside
Why! Play yourself out that way
Why! You and me always hate
Wait! Weren't you my friend?

The pain in which I could not feel!

Hey man look inside, now you need your own life.
Remember me guy? That thorn in your spine.
Waiting all the time, I'm doing mighty fine.
Remember me guy? The thorn in your spine.

Wait! You cannot see inside.
Why? Play yourself out that way
Why? You and me always hate
Wait! Weren't you my friend

Wait! You were my friend.

Fuck Yes! Whew!

Always, I'm locked in my head. No pain? You don't know what I have had...
By now, I'm so for sure. Right now, I am yours.

My sorrow
swallow
Follow me
Oh hell, no.

It came unknown to me. Paranoid, it's controlling all of me
Somehow, terror so pure. Right now, shit I'm yours.

My sorrow
I swallow
Follow me
Oh hell, no.

Was it me?
I swallow
Forget me
I don't know.

Oh hell no...

This thing, I follow. The place, I just get to fuckin' go.
A freak, that I'm sure. A freak, that is yours.

My sorrow
I swallow
Follow me
Oh hell, no.

Was it me?
I swallow
Forget me
I don't know.

I swallow
I swallow

Freak, Punk ass sissy...
I'm a freak, Punk ass sissy...

Closer to me... It feels...

You came into my life without a single thing.
I gave in to your ways, which left me with nothing.
I've given in to smiles, I fell for all your games.
I wish so bad right now, I hadn't let you win.

Won't you get the fuck out of my face? Now!

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow, live your life insecure.
Feel the pain of your needles as they shit into my mind.

I scream without a sound, how could you take away
everything that I was - made me a fuckin' slave.
Your face that I despise, your heart inside that's gray.
I came today to say - you're fucked in every way

Won't you get the fuck out of my face? Now!

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow. Live your life insecure.
Feel the pain of your needles as they shit into my mind.

You stole my life
Without a sigh
You suck me dry

Won't you get the fuck out of my face? Now!

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow. Live your life insecure.
Feel the pain of your needle as they shit into my mind

You stole my life
Without a sigh
You suck me dry

Time has come, to realize what you are, what you've done tonight.
Time has come, we'll have something to talk about.
I will too.

Looking back (dumb)
And now I realize (oh man)
How much you really liked him (dumb)
This child's mind you terrorized (oh man)
You came to him (dumb)
He really didn't know your lies (oh man)
Now his innocence is gone (dumb)
He's that child you'd terrorized (oh man)

This fucking pain that I feel - You gave to me and you
This fucking pain that I feel - Because of you
My childhood is gone - Because I loved you
My childhood is gone - Because I loved you

Be my Neighbor

Looking back (child)
And now I realize (fucker)
How much you really loved him (child)
This child's mind you'd hypnotized (fucker)
You came to him (child)
You really didn't know his lies (fucker)
Now his innocence is gone (child)
I'm that child you terrorized (fucker)

This fucking hate that I feel -- you gave to me and you
This fucking pain that I feel -- because of you
My childhood is gone -- because I loved you
My childhood is gone -- because I loved you

Be my neighbor
Be my neighbor
My neighbor

Thought you told me everybody was my neighbor? They took
advantage of me and then they took this understanding. I wish I wouldn't
have watched you, but then you made my childhood a failure...

What a fucking neighbor!

I hate you
I will too

Be my neighbor

This fuckin' hate I feel
This fuckin' pain that I feel
My childhood is gone
My childhood is gone
This fuckin' hate that I feel
This fuckin' pain that I feel
My childhood is gone
My childhood is gone

I will too

Fuck you titty suckin' two balled bitch with a fat green
clit. My big conhoto bitch. Oh shit, fucking ass licking piss sucking cunt,
these nuts on your lips Kentucky fried Kung-Pao clits

I don't know what to say.
So what? Don't give a fuck, man
I don't know what to say.
So what?

Saggy tits swinging between your fat crusty armpits. Big ass hairy
mole between your pussy lips. Fuck shit cock dick cunt tit barf piss. Balls
ass pecker quief oh shit fuck bitch, damn fucking diarrhea slut with hips...

I don't know what to say.
So what? Don't give a fuck, man
I don't know what to say.
So what?

I have fought to find somethin' to say
But now I've found somethin' to say
Fuck you
Punk ass bitch

Fuck you
Punk ass bitch

I don't know what to say.
So what? Don't give a fuck, man
I don't know what to say.
So what?

Cunt
Fuck
Shit
Bitch

Ha, Ha, Ha!

I see your faces and I do not understand why
each time I dream you're standing there right by my side.
Why do you make me? You take my pride
and in my eyes you kinda rape me... inside

I have no place to run and hide
I have no place to hide, which I like

Some will look at the time I looked back into my life.
You wanna touch me to see what's in my eyes.
Why do you make me, remember my hate, all this shame?
Don't you hate me? ... sometimes?

I have no place to run and hide.
I have no place to hide, which I like.

I have no place to run so come on follow me

I have no place to run
Which I like... I like

I have no place to run and hide.
I have no place to hide, which I like.
(x2)

Yo Chuck! We got running mixes.... in the headphones
Ah ha ha ha ha!

Wicked!

Ha Ha! 1 2 3 and I come with the wicked style, and you know
that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew, but I got everybody
jumping to the voodoo. You kickin' wicked rhymes, picket signs, me and
my mob got a truck full of 9's. Drop then I'll slay ya, bang, bang, birthday
for the a-hole

Ready to buck, buck, buck, but it's a must to duck, duck, duck,
before I bust ya, looking for the one that did it. You want my vote, no
your never gonna get it, cause I'm the one with the phat mad skills, and
I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills. Sittin' at the pad just chillin',
Larry Parker just got 2 million, oh what a fucking feeling! That nigger
done past me the pill, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O'Neal.
Wicked, wreckin' baby I'll rock that test tube baby, take it...

'Cause I get Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
But now I'm in your face, so you'll keep on your fire

Don't say nothing just listen, got me a plan to break Tyson
out of prison. You going my way you get served, still got a deuce then
I bunny hop the curb. Nappy head, nappy chest, nappy chin, never seen with
a happy grin, going flat frown cause I'm down, so take a look around, all
you see is big black boots steppin', use my steel toe as a weapon. And
it's awfully quiet you want to live with this nigger, to with the stick.
Ah, but that's nasty, 'cause I got a body count like Ice-T. From in New
York I get them skins, and I ain't talking about pork. Your sly, you pig,
dig, listen from the flow from a soul fro'ed caucasian, oh, your picket
signs, you know all this funky ass wisdom picket budget talking.

'Cause I get Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
But now I'm in your face, so you'll keep on your fire

People wanna know how come I got a Gat and I'm sitting at
the window like Malcolm. Ready to bring that noise and going to get heavy
like the Ghetto Boyz. December 29th was power to the people, you might
just see a sequel, 'cause police got equal pay, a horse is a pig that don't
fly straight. I'm doin Daryl Gates but it's Willie Willams, I'm down with
the pilgrims, I'm through with the pig, so I think the job is dead, get
out...

'Cause I get Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire
But now I'm in your face, so you'll keep on your fire

Oh I'm gonna see somehow it always seems that I'm dreaming of something I could never be.
Doesn't matter to me 'cos I will always be that pimp I see in all of my fantasies.

I don't know your fucking name.
So what let's...

Screaming at me the only way that I can truly be free from my fucked up reality.
So I dream and stroke it harder 'cos it's so fun to see my face staring back at me.

I don't know your fucking name.
So what let's fuck.

All day I dream about sex.
All day I dream about fucking.

All day I dream about fucking.

All day I dream about sex, yes,
All day I dream about sex and,
All day I dream about sex, yes,
All day I dream about sex.

All day I dream about sex.
All day I dream about fucking.

All my friends drive a Low Rider
And a Low Rider is a little lower
Take a little trip
Take a little trip
Take a little trip, you and me...

Ah yeah...

Oh shit, Aw shit, uh, yep.

I hate writing shit, it is so stupid. What's my problem today?
Maybe I'm depressed, maybe I'm helpless to what comes out my hand?

Pain, pain (x2)

I hate writing shit, it is so stupid. Why do I feel this way?
Feelings in my heart, I'm in way too far. Can't - it won't go away...

Pain, pain (x2)

Before dawn, my song is dying.
Before dawn, my song is dying.

I hate writing shit, ain't looking forward to it. What's fucked up today?
Writing all this time, feeling all that's mine come right out my hand.

Pain, pain (x2)

Before dawn, my song is dying.
Before dawn, my song is dying.

Tell me now I want to know, is that me inside you see?
Ah, is this fair, I gotta let this song inside me... free.

Set me free
Just set me free
Just set me free
Just set me free

It just set me free (x8)

Before dawn, my song is dying.
Before dawn, my song is dying.

That's why I die.
That's why I try.